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发表于 2007-7-2 16:56:35
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Feeling depressed.
Depression now is becoming very popular, especially among youngers. It has been widely talked about in our English lessons. I used it to make dialogues......
Since May 24th, I suffered so many things, the "death" of Shyuuichi, the boy I "crush on", the pains my body got. These all made me very tired.
Last Monday I celebrate my 18th birthday, mum told me that now I am an adult, I must choose my way and lead my life all by my own. She won't help me as much as before any more.
Being adult used to be my biggest dream, especially for I had been rejected by Cyber Cafes so many times. But by the time my birthday came, I found that at this moment I suddenly lost so many things.
I can't talk about all my secrets to my friends, because there are so many things I must deal with alone.
I can't easily cry out any more, because I'm an adult, I can't act as a child, that will be laughed at by others.
I begin facing this complicated society, since I 've got so many rights at the same time is limited by so many rules.
Today I borrowed some books on psycology from the library, for I can't sleep at night for the whole last week. My parents worried about me. I even sleep quite well when faced with important exams, but I now can't sleep now. I 've no idea about it, only tell myself to calm down at night. Sleeping bad directly lead to late in the morning, and I can't listen to the teachers. I missed six lessons for the lack of sleep, I can't stand it any more.
Others never think about my cases, all they think is that I exaggerate my problems, nobody understands me, nobody really cares about me from the bottom of their heats. They all think I am a child, for I am smaller than all of them. My problems are jokes, by the time I am not willing to tell others my thoughts any more.
I used to be outgoing, aboveboard, and optimistic, but those now are my past.
no pain, no gain^^ You are taking the responsibility of being an adult. You are stepping forward to this big world on your own? isnt this a good thing?
Everyone has to come across this phase one day. They might feel lost, depressed, but they are really growing up.
Don't be like this. You can cry if you want, with your loved ones. Don't forget your family, I'm sure they are always there to support you.
Cheer up, Dear 乌鸦姐姐 . shift your interest to the future because you are going to spend the rest of your life there^^[Kettering said it]
[ 本帖最后由 4everluv 于 2007-7-2 13:39 编辑 ] |
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又荒废了一天 生活真是好啊
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